biG MisTaKes!!!

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240108-thursday

Ari nih aku dh wat satu kesilapan yang sgt besar sampaikan aku xdpt kemaafan dr org yg berkenaan!Aku dah meyakitkan hati org dgn menipu dia hidup2...pndai gak aku berlakon...mmg leh dpt award ...and now aku dh dpt bala yg aku xkan lupa sampai bila2...sehingga org mlabelkan aku as 'perfect liar'...And aku takkan lupa... 'perfect liar'...

Aku akui mmg aku yg silap...gatal sgt nk bersekongkol dlm komplot melarikan diri...sbb terlalu tensen utk wat keje...tp, aku dh silap menipu pd org xsepatutnye...tujuan asal hanya utk suka2 dan bergurau...berakhir dgn aku terpaksa berendam air mata sbb menyesali perbuatan 'BODOH' aku tuh...bongok! xpasal2 membazir air mata kerana dia...

Pernah terlintas di hati...agak2nyer kalo org yg menipu tuh bukan aku....dan org itu adalah org yg dia admire...apa akan berlaku??? sama mcm apa aku hadapi skrg nih???? i dun think so...

Aku nih sensitif sgt ker??? Kalo aku tau bnda nih akan jadi, better aku xyah admit kesalahan aku tuh...lantak la tau sndiri...tp, bila blik dr opis td,...aku jd xsenang duduk kalo aku xmngaku...dgn rasa takut2...aku mngaku gak...with hope...aku dimaafkan...tp, lain yg jadi...

Takpe la...bnda dh jadi...nk wat cmner...aku xleh patah balik masa yg dh terkebelakang tuh...aku kna pdng depan skrg nih...n now...aku dh xmo ada kaitan lgsung dgn dia...sbb aku xnk peristiwa hari nih terlintas lg dlm pikiran masing2...better aku menjauhkan diri jek...mengundurkan diri adalah lebih baik dr bertegang urat...

Rambut sama hitam...hati lain2...masing2 ada prinsip masing2...cuma aku je tatau prinsip dia yg dia xsuka kna tipu...xpe la...hormat la prinsip tuh...sbb aku pon ada prinsip sndiri...n prinsip tuh mmg dr kecik lagi dh sebati dgn aku....so, aku akur segala caci maki apa skalipon dia nk kata...mmg terang lagi bersuluh aku yg salah!

So, ONE NUR...lps ni jgn lg pikir pasal perasaan org lain...jgn lagi nk pikir nk jaga hati org lain...better jaga perasaan sndiri dulu!!! Becoz...kalo kita jaga hati org pon...blm tentu org akan jaga hati kita...

Kepada yang ditipu...org yg menipu nih nk mohon ampun beribu2 ampun skali lagi utk yg terakhir kali...n dun wori...coz lps nih...xkn ada apa2 yg akan menyakitkan hati yg akan dtg dari diri si penipu nih! Becoz org yg menipu pon xkan ganggu org yg ditipu lg...Semoga hidup org yg ditipu akan lbh bahagia lps nih...amin....

~ Teddy Bear ~

Tonight is the night...

Mon chérie, baby

Let us light a candlelight

Voulez-vous coucher

Cause it's cozy here tonight

I heard you're wearing Calvin Klein

And I am not a fool

There must be something in the wine

Cause I think I love you

Kiss me here, and kiss me there

I wanna be your little teddybear

Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on and show me that you really care

Mon chérie, baby

I am burning for you touch

Je ne sais pas pourquoi

But i really missed you much

I've got you wearing Calvin Klein

Is this a déjà vu

There must be something in the wine

Cause I feel for you

Kiss me here, and kiss me there

I wanna be your little teddybear

Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on and show me that you really care

(spoken)Baby, I'll never let you down

Cause the first time I saw you

I was like, "wow"

So don't talk, just kiss...

Kiss me here (and there)

And kiss me there (and there)

I wanna be your little teddybear
Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on you sexy little teddybear
Just kiss...

thinking of u...

Meeting you was fate. Becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control...Today i caught myself smiling for no reason...Then i realized, i was thinking about you!!!They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right??? If ever i made a mistake, it's not that i love you, it's thinking that someday you'll love me too...Once i dropped a tear in the ocean, the day i find it, is the day i'll stop loving you...