besday gal

25 of Nov...

wano, can u standby tonite?
ermm ok, but where n when, my dear boss?
JRC, level 2.
Ok, i'll b there.

=)...i tot nk tido awal dat nite, but responsible is still responsible, nk tanak, kna wat.

@ 9.00p.m, i was arrived JRC, just wearing t-shirt and slack, and ofcos ada sweater skali, kalo x, mati beku la dlm bilik server tuh...hukhukhuk...sesampai JRC, igtkn there's nobody except my boss n nazmi, but there's still have the others...malu siot pakai selekeh je...huarghaha...tp, acceptable la kan...dh mlm, pakai lawa2 watpe...tu sib bek x pakai baju tido je tuh...ahaksss...





then, b4 start the testing, we all(me, nazmi n en. Nadzri) busy configuring the routers. The task was to test pinging from the router . my boss look tired already coz he busy for the whole day long. Nazmi & i, tired also la...satu hari g training kan? pastu dpt mesej mlm kena dtg keje...hehehe





12.30a.m my boss ckp..."kesian anak saya, satu hari xjmpa saya." Ye la, mana xkesiannya, kuar keje pagi, anak xbgun lg, balik keje mlm, anak dh tido...cmner nk jmpa...pastu we ask him balik je la...let us proceed the test...





ooo yer...lupa nk citer...mlm tuh kan mlm besday i kan...hihihi...tgh2 wat testing tuh kan...tetiba dpt sms from aswad...wish bsday for me... i tot there's no one remember my bsday...coz my family pon forgot to wish me...so sad...but when i read the sms, i know that someone will always remember me out there. hahaha...he's the 1st dat wish me...cayalah...b4 this, my lil bro mesti yg 1st to wish me, smpai br kul 8mlm pon, dia dh wish...sbb takut org len cutting line dia nk wish...but this year...my lil bro forgot to wish me...till i ask him whether he still remember my bsday or not...but the reason is acceptable la...he was so busy at the hospital, to look after my grandpa...



my mom & dad also forgot bout my besday...camner nih??? ni nk marah nih...dorg yg berusaha membuatkan aku wujud kat dunia ni dgn izin Allah, then dorg lak yg lupa...sedey2...hehehe...but since both of them also beezee jaga tokki...so, anggapla mereka bukan sengaja wat2 lupa...hehehe...



so, mlm besday tuh, i arrived at home around 5:30 a.m, tu pon testing xsiap2 gak...mata dh asik nk katup jek...penat wooo...last2 ajak je nazmi tuh balik...dh xtahan...dgn sejuk bilik server lagi...mcm nk frozz dh tuh...ahahaha...pe lagi, sesampai je umah, terus pi basuh kaki, then masuk tido...xyah tggu subuh la...sbb time tuh aku ABC.



so, i've tried to sleep, but early in da morning, my boss sms suh email result from the testing...ayokkk... baru je nk lelap betol2... rupanya2 my boss dunno dat we all balik lmbt dat nite...he tot around 2-3 a.m, we all dh blah...hehehe...it's ok...so, dgn mata yg sememeh ni, aku pon tercongok la in front of my pc, then terkial2 la cari icon 'e' dgn cursor...apa tuh? nk masuk internet explorer la...nk buka webmail...nk emel bos...dh buka emel, lupa plak dh...result tuh dlm lptop, jenuh plak nk on lptop....buka lptop, lupa plak xleh nk connect wireless area apartment ni...kna pasang kabel streamyx la....so, with slow motion, aku pon pi la dpn tv tuh, cari kabel spare, then cucuk blkg lptop, nk smbung tenet...uishhh time ni tensen giler...dh cucuk2 kabel, xleh nk detect plak connection...time tuh i was blur...mmg blur...dh xleh pikir why the network is not connected...coz dh mls nk pikir, so, the solution is, amik pndrive, copy from laptop, then masuk bilik cucuk pndrive ke usb port then baru la leh send emel...time tuh mmg dh mcm xleh nk pikir apa...apa yg terlintas kat otak...itu la yg dibuatnyer...



then, there was sms dat asked me to attend meeting that afternoon...OMG...so, wut else to do? proceed to sleep or just wake up and take shower??? ha...nk mampos, smbung ler tido, nnti nk smpai opis kul bape? nk masuk meeting lg...then aku pon g la mandi, basuh baju sket2...then siap2...kuar dr umah kol 12...tu xbekpes lg tuh...smpat plak singgah kat medan makan usj 7, duk lepak mkn sorg2 kat situ...kira brunch la tuh, breakfast + lunch...hahaha...then smpai opis dlm kul 1, sbb federal jem gak la time tuh...then terus pi bilik meeting...muka ngntuk toksah nk citer...org yg tgk pon takut nk tegur...tu kalo org yg tak knal myself la...org yg dh kenal, slamber jek tegur, sbb dorg dh paham benar perangai minah yg sorg nih....hihihi...



masuk meeting, then my boss tnya,

balik kul bape smlm?

"kul 5.30 pg"

ishhh lewatnyer...igtkan korg balik awal....

=)



hehehe then meeting berjalan seperti biasa, cuma aku je yg luar biasa time tuh, duk mnguap2...minit meeting? hohoho nk citer pon xreti...ada yg dpt catch up....ada yg tercicir terburai...xpe...my boss paham...dia pon xpaksa2 sgt...and dia pon tlg amik minit skali, so, slamat la aku....



dlm meeting, aswad lak sms, pasal nk kuar mkn lps opis hour, tmbh la aku x konsentret...



meeting abis kul 6, terus turun ke car park, then menuju ke pntai dalam sbb nk amik cik abg sorg tuh...



happy + penat + ngntuk...but after he gave me a besday present, muka ceria la sket...cover2 la sket kan, even penat cmner pon, takkan nk tarik muncung kot...so, destinasi seterusnya, midveli...Kenny rogers...ha...mkn ayam...mkn...mkn...dh abis mkn, blah....

ooo lupa,...

hadiah apa ek yg dpt td?

ermmm xpe la...balik nnti tgk la apa isi dlm tuh...



eh blom blah lg...pi cari mp4 idaman dulu...masuk sony center...dh abis...masuk carrefour...abis...nk cari mana?



jom pi tgk kat harvey norman la...

OK



ha....jmpa pon...ishhh best2

abg, sy nk yg kaler pink ek...ada free gift kan?

ada....



dah setel sumer...apa lg, angkat kaki la...

on da way nk kuar dr parking kete...

alamak, en nadzri sms la...nk suh g keje lg ke mlm ni?

oooo...dia wish hepi besday rupanyer...selamat...hehehe =)



so, lps tuh balik la, anto cik abg tuh, then aku drive sngsorg ke subang jaya...ngntuk ...alhamdulillah...smpai gak umah...



jeng jeng jeng...apa lagi, buka hadiah lah...

what? perfume? wannur busuk ker?

poyo, tu la yg terlintas dlm pikiran masa mula2 buka hadiah...hahaha...tuan yg kasi mesti kecik ati ni kalo tau...tp, ntah cmner rs cam terpukul jek dpt hadiah tuh time tuh...tp, ...wannur, u have to think positive ok...positive...



hehehe,....apa2 pon, i'm really appreciate the present u gave me...not only the perfume...but everything...every single liltle thing...



TQVM

aku, dia & career...

Hi all!
Lama x mengjenguk blog nih...almaklum la sibuk melampau...but now, i'm trying to update dis page as well as i can...hihihi...ekceli, bukan sgaja pon meninggalkan blog kesayangan nih, but byk bnda nk kena settle b4.
FYI, almost 3 months i've work at TM after attending induction programme at MMC Taiping. Everythin' happen without proper planning. Can u imagine, 25th of May, i went to suzie's wed, and on da way home, i've got sms from FOCus dat told me dat " u were selected to join induction programme at MMC Taiping, please bring along ur sports shoe n casual suit" i thought dat someone just want to pull my leg...so, i just ignore the sms. but tomorrow morning, i've got call from one guy from FOCus for my confirmation whether able or not to attend the course... so, i knew the sms from TM...lawak kan? boleh plak aku main ignore je all those things...sib baik guy from Focus call balik...kalo x, gerenti mmg aku bukan warga TM...hahah...but the story is not finish yet...proceed to second chapter..."how can i join TM? wut bout my current job? i'm not ready yet to move to another job,..new environment...new job spec...can i survive with the new lifestyle?" at dat time, holding on The Almighty...dunno how to decide...parent punyer la happy anak dpt join TM...but the dotter was poyo jek... no feeling at all... diorg punyer la pujuk...mcm2 jenis rayuan la kna dgr to make sure anak dia yg sorg nih trime post tuh...last2, aku termakan la gak pujuk rayu my parent tuh...
tapi kan, punyer la semput aku dibuatnyer...dh la sminggu lps tuh didi lak kawin...aku lak jd makeup gal dia + pengapit skali...byk bnda nk kna buat nih..xkn la nk cancel jd pngapit dia kan...sumer already done...tggu masa n tarikh keramat tuh jek...mn nk g medical checkup la...isi form tuh isi form nih...photocpy sijil tu sijil nih...pening2...but the worst thing to b done was to submit all task by dateline ...uwaaaaaa... i need to stayback for a week...so, tired...

kosong...

jiwaku kosong teramat buat masa nih...tatau cmner nk ekspresikannyer...mcm beban yg berganda beratnya terbuku kat dada nih...kalau la ada org yg leh paham n share perasaan aku time ni kan best....

No Air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air




No air, air[ohhh]
No air, air[nooo]
No air, air[oh a]
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air[oohhh]
No air, air[oohhh]
No air, air[nooo]
No air, air[No more]
It's no air, no air

ohhhhh baby
ooohhhhh It's no air, no air
Hey [ohh] no aiiiiir [ohhh]
ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
no breathing[no breathing]
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air
No air, air[ohhh]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

bulan 4 --- bulan besday utk semua...

ramai btol bsday bulan 4 nih yer...pembuka nyer kak sikin....da 1st bsday gal for April...plan dah dirancang 2-3 hari b4... n ianyer secret...hahaha...kesian kak sikin...sbb tatau kitorg nk knakan dia...ye la...dh besday on april fool...kitorg pon april fool kan la dia... saje jek wat2 lupa, x wish...sbb ada bnda seprais yg dh plan dlm otak...neway...hope kak sikin enjoy ur besday with all of us...

then...4th april...my mom's besday...hepi besday mom...sian mak dtg jauh2 dr ganu smata nk jmpa along ni...dtg lak time besday mak...pstu lak along tgh bz time tuh...semput along nk manage masa nk prepare sumthing utk mak...sib baik ada kek kroza tempah...n sedikit pertolongan dr sue...n thanx a lot to sis suzi coz sudi dtg dr jauh semata2 nk jmpa my family...mak ayah suka sgt leh jmpa suzi...

10th April...besday aswad...sori aswad, wano wish lmbt mlm tuh...bcoz mlm tuh wano OT, balik umah b4 kul 12...but sesampai je umah, terus g mandi...otak dh panas...siap2 mandi je tgk2 dh kul 12.20 a.m. so, terlambat nk wish...igtkn nk wish sharp kul 12.00...huhuhu...papepon...hope anda smakin matang n cepat abiskn blaja tuh...xsabo nk tgk aswad keje ...pastu leh banjer wano with ur 1st salary.

Besday mek tok lak 11hb April...ish...keje aku asik wish besday org je la bln 4 nih...xpe...sumer kawan...tp, mek tok xde respon pd wish aku kasi tuh...bz sgt kot...

and da last...besday kak ida on 20th April...hajat di hati kak ida nk ajak kitorg g karaoke...tp, nmpaknyer plan di tukor dgn party di putrajaya...tp, it was so fun....xkisah la mana2...asalkn besday gal hepi...so, kitorg pon hapi skali...n mayb this is the last time we all celebrate besday kak ida coz after dis...she'll move to sarawak to stay with her husband...but, please remember all times we shared 2gether...

ok la...ngntuk dh nih...so, nk tido dulu...tata

lamanyer x update

huhuhu update skadar suka2 jek nih...sbb dh lama x jenguk blog nih...lgpon budak ana tuh xsabo2 nk baca blog...skrg tgh pening2 ngntuk...nk tido...tp, duk layan lagu peter pan jap...padahal bukannyer esok xleh dgr...saje cari alasan nk tido lewat...ermmm tp, aku rasa mmg mata nih dh xleh tahan dh nih...cmner pon kna tido gak la...lain kali la update...adios

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

first of all, i wanna wish hepi belated besday to ana...kiranyer...post ni spesel ditujukan khas utk dik ana yg comey ...hope u like it!...yesterday was Ana's besday...sian dia...sbb org x igt besday dia...sbb sumer org sibuk dgn keje...terlupa sketika...tp, bila time lunch tuh, ana asik duk tnya sape nk eskrem, ana nk banjer, baru la wano terperasan yg smlm besday ana...dh besar pon...n dh tua pon...hehehe...patut la muka pon monyok jek...sbb org xigt besday dia...jgn mara yer ana...

Pastu, tghari td, kak sikin n kroza mengutarakan plan nk belikan kek utk besday ana...tgh2 kitorg duk lunch kat cafe..tetiba idea tuh tercetus,....apa lg...abis je mkn wano n kak sikin memulakan operandus mencari kek besday utk ana...but b4 dat, kna masuk opis jap, amik duit n kunci kete...konon la nk g jauh...hahaha...alih2 kitorg jalan kaki je g taipan...kuang3x...dan ana n kazam kena kelentong ngan kitorg ckp nk g klinik...biasa la...mmg demam pon kan...sape lagi pembawa virus yg terhandal??? ME!

So, dh smpai kedai kek, operasi memilih kek lak...part ni susah sket...sbb byk sgt kek, tatau nk pilih mn satu...nk amik jenis cekelat kan...nnti muak lak...almaklumla br je lps mkn nasi ayam...tetiba mata terpndang kek yg comey...wano n kak sikin pon berkenan...so, kitorg pon pilih la kek itu...ni la kek dia...comey x???

Bleh plak cina kedai tuh ckp...kwn u dh tua...ni kek utk budak2...Apa kes??? suka ati la nk beli kek pesen apa...dia kisah tuh pesal??? umo 23 tuh dh tua ke ana?? hahaha...tu umo br nk start matang tuh...mcm umo wano 2thn lepas la tuh...tp, kek wano dulu best...banana choc secret recipe lagi tuh...hehehe...besar lak tuh...tp, sian ana xde masa tuh...kalo x, sure wano kasi ana makan skali... lain kali la plak ek ana...walaupon rupa kek ku ini buruk, tapi rasanyer tetap marbeles!!!

Sampai je opis igtkn nk wat seprais kat ana, tp, tgk2 ana xde dlm opis...ntah ke mana lak dia merayap...plan A, failed!...tp, xpe, bila ana xde ...ramai org nk berposing dgn kek tuh...termasuk la kroza....sumer pakat geram tgk kek yg comey itu....tunggu punyer tggu ...rupanyer ana g surau...tnpa melengahkan masa, kitorg terus nyalakan lilin kat kek tuh...nk suh ana tiup....

Now tiba la masa ana make a wish...n tiup lilin...tiup ana, jgn x tiup...but jgn smpai tempias kek tuh, sbb lps nih kitorg nk mkn gak kek tuh...hikhikhik

Macam biasa, slice yg wano dpt, kena la lebih spesel dr org lain...hahaha...sbb wano yg pilih kek tuh...hahaha...i want more!slice wano siap ada gajah...(ikut nada shin chan sebut gajah yer) n pokok kelapak!...Marbeles la...ICING DIA PON BEST...xpenah2 wano mkn kek icing yg icing dia best...kalo x, mesti buang tepi....

Dah selamat party besday utk Ana...so, diharap lepas ni, ana matang dan berjaya dlm apa jua ana wat...n berjaya siapkan report yg simple2 dlm masa sehari...ahakssss...chayok!!!i'll b there 4 u if u need a help,...cewahhhh...ok la...wano nk g smbung tgk tv lak ...so, ana, hayati la lagu besday kat bawah ni, wano tujukan khas utk ana;

Happy besday to u...

u were born in da zoo...

with da elephant n gapild...(eh btol ke nih?)

Happy Birthday To You....

after meeting with cik wan...apa kejadah meeting mlm2...huhuhu

now, aku nk tido dh...tp, saje mencoretkan aktiviti hari nih...
td kol 8 mlm aku ada meeting kat opis...tp, biasa la...gerenti smpai opis lmbt punyer sbb magrib masuk pon kol 7.30...mn nk solat lagi...lps solat terus gegas bersiap nk g opis...smpai doa lps solat pon baca berterabur jek...kuar dr umah kol 7.50...punyer la pecut kete nk cpt smpai...tp, lmbt gak...kol 8.15 br smpai...ye la...dr umah aku ke opis ada bape trafik lite...maunyer xlmbt..aku dh memecut habis pecut dah...smpai kak sikin n ana pon kecut perut...sbb aku asik mencilok n brek mengejut jek...hahaha...alhamdulillah smpai gak opis...hihihi
meeting...biasa la ...agnda yg slalu dibual time meeting pasal claim my big boss tuh la...pastu pasal our contribution to company...bnda yang sama yg diulang setiap kali meeting...aku rasa la kan...cik wan hnya perlu tape je apa yg dia nk ckp...so, setiap kali meeting, dh xyah ckp...replay je tape tuh...senang...kan bnda yg sama je nk ckp kan?...hahaha...sorry cik wan...hihihi
lepas abis meeting, biasa la ...big boss banjer la...nk cover la yg kna marah tuh...tp, aku dh xde mood nk makan time tuh...ye la...asik meeting je, nama aku la yg naik...nk wat contoh pape pon...aku gak...yg buruk pon aku gak...huhuhu...tp, bila pikir2, terima je la....dia boss aku...lgpon dh tua...biasa la org tua suka ckp merapu...wat2 dgr xdgr sudah....dia ajak mkn kat PAN blkg opis tuh...aku pon order je la hotchoc n mushroom soup...utk tidak mengecilkan hati org yg nk banjer...hahaha...tgh2 mkn tetiba je perut memulas...sepanjang nk balik ke umah pon memulas lg....smpai2 je umah, apa lagi...aku terus masuk ke bilik air...dan termuntah ke dlm sinki...tatau la nape...mayb perut dh xleh terima makanan yg masuk tu kot...tp, xpenah2 aku drive laju2 cam td semata2 nk termuntah kat umah...bw kete pon dah mcm ulatr...huhuhu...so skrg ni nk rest dulu la...tido...legakan tekak yg masih terasa muntah nih...huhuhu...uwekkkk!!!

huhuhu...cmner nk survive bulan nih???

ekceli baru lps wat bajet bulanan...hahaha...setelah perasan duit dh surut..baru nk wat bajet smula...kuang3x...can u imagine??? my salary dh tggl rm 70 hengget je lg dlm account...fuyyoo...ni leh pecah record nih...padahal ari nh baru je 9hb ...nk tggu gaji lak...kering jugak la aku nmpaknyer...huhuhu...tu la wano...lain kali berbelanja ikut bajet...bukan ikut nafsu...dlm purse ada rm 50...ermmm cmpur tolak dgn dlm bank...rm 120...ermm leh kot idup tuh...hahaha., bab minyak kete dh lepas, sbb pow kak kedit ayahku yg sungguh sporting tuh ...hahaha.....bukan apa...saving kat account lain ada...tp, xmo usik...so, gna je la gaji itu...
Bila dikira tolak campur bahagi sumer...baru la aku sedar...mn hilangnyer gaji ku for dis month...first skali yg aku nmpak la...first day of dis month, aku dh g servis kete...kat situ bajet dh rm 100...tu xsetel lagi servis tuh...suis power window lak rosak...perodua ckp nk call bila brg dh smpai...smpai ke hari nih bunyi kentut pon xdgr...sib baik muka dia hensem..eh melalut lak...ha...pastu ptptn pon dh byo rm 100...tu pon padan duk byo bunge2 cinta je tuh...pastu sewa bilik rm 200...so, kat situ dh abis dlm rm 400...yg 1K tuh jgn citer la...awal2 lg dh tolak...dh jd rm 1400...yg lain tuh tendang sepak terajang sumer...alih2 tinggal rm 120 jer??? mampos la kalo my daddy tau...nk mnta duit...malu la plak...kate dh keje...minta duit lg...ha...ari tuh balik kmpung sbb ada interbiu kat ganu...tiket situ dh mati rm 60...padahal, balik2 tuh bukan aku g interbiu pon...buang duit ada la...pastu kna marah free lak tuh...kalo aku try je g interbiu tuh...mmg kompem dpt la...kabel kuat tuh...sbb makcik aku dh gna power dia...staff dia pon dpt post tuh... bukan aku xsuka keje ganu...tp, wat masa nih, hati x terbuka lg...tmbh2 post tuh x related lgsung dgn field aku skrg nih...jd pegawai pemantau harga di kementerian pengguna....dh la tuh ...kontrak setahun...mmg la leh diserap kalu perfomance ok...tp, sggup ke aku keje tuh??? tu la pokok pangkalnyer...ms aku mula2 nk jd programmer dulu...sama la perasaan aku duk pikir keje peg pemantau harga...sbb dulu pon...aku xsuka pon jd programmer...xtipu lgsung...penah frust giler2 keje kat company array...tmbh2 lak duk site MPSJ...masak duk layan kerenah user...sbb aku x leh bilang dgn jari pon bape kali aku nangis smbil wat koding, nk bgtau...byk kali nyer aku menangis smbil mengkoding...mcm terpaksa jek...n aku penah igt satu kali tuh, aku mengadu kat seseorg...yg aku lgsung xde feel nk wat coding...benci!!!smbil nangis2 aku duk luah perasaan tuh...sib baik dia xnmpak aku nangis, sbb aku luah kat dia thru YM...hahaha...
tu la, bila aku pikir2 balik...kang aku g interbiu tuh kan..sah2 n kmpem mmg aku akan dpt...n aku kompem kna start keje ari kamis ari tuh...7hb Mac...xpasal aku nk kna resign 24hrs...nk semuka dgn opismate cmner lg...keje dh la bertimbun2....staff yg tggal bape kerat jek...tmbh lak aku xsuka org ckp blkg kalo aku resign on da spot...sumer sudut aku kna kaji ...last2...interbiu tuh berlalu tnpa aku diinterbiu...msti lps ni makcik ku itu dh frust nk tlg aku...anak buah dia wat perangai...hahaha....
mmg la kalo pikir keje ganu lg jimat...kos hidup rendah...xmcm kat sini...sumer mahal...kat ganu nasi lemak 50sen pon ada lagi...caya x??? xcaya meh dtg ganu...pastu kalo dh duk ganu, xyah pikir sal rumah sewa...tiap2 bulan leh saving byk...tp, aku rs ada hikmah di sebalik keputusanku itu...sama mcm kputusan yg aku buat masa nk keje kat array dulu la...
tp, bila kenang balik ms mula2 trime tawaran keje array dulu...cam xcaya lak...pastu lak, aku leh tahan duk sini smpai dekat 2 tahun tuh...member2 lain ntah ke mana dh cabut lari...aku je still duk memerah keringat yg xbrape power dlm programming nih kat situ...smpai skrg nih dh terer sket programming kalo compare dgn dulu...
kalo aku ckp nih, msti org berkenaan terkesot hati kot...ekceli, aku dh frust nk keje array ms ditawarkan dulu...sbb aku igt x dpt...ye la...tggu result seminggu ms tuh...pastu numpang duk bilik suzi lak tuh...dh la aku duk sorg2...sbb suzi g keje...ptg tu, aku mmg nekad nk balik kmpung dh,...dh plan suh pakcik dtg amik lps opis hour...pastu en sfiq call la plak ckp aku diterima keje array dgn gaji sekian2...ms tuh aku nk jwb apa lg...xkn la aku nk berlagak ckp "XPE LA...SY XBERMINAT, SY NK BALIK KMPUNG MLM NIH!"...dh la org call bgtau elok2 pastu dpt gaji yg direquest...pastu...time tuh la aku teringat kat suzi...ye la...aku apply keje kat situ pon atas pertolongan suzi...dia beria2 suh aku try kat company dia keje slama 3bln tuh...nnti apa lak dia kata...dia dh tolong...kita lak jual mahal...utk tidak mengecewakan hati sape2..aku pon trime tawaran tuh dgn hati yg tak berapa nk terbuka...n suddenly time tuh gak aku call mak...cakap "CANCEL BALIK GANU, DPT KEJE KNA MASUK SENIN NIH GAK"...hari dpt offer tuh hari jmaat...so, 2 hari la menunggu hari 1st day kat array...
tu pasal aku xnk wat keputusan melulu kali nih...eh...aku ni cpt sgt melalut ke lain...td citer sal bajet...ni masuk bab lain la plak ...ok la...i think better i go to sleep now...sbb asik terbabas je nih...ok la...c in da next post...adios..."AKU INGIN MENJADI MIMPI INDH DLM TIDURMU..."

mY nEw c0LLeCtiON

cute kan??? bunga dlm pasu kaler ijau tuh ekceli paper clip...tp, sbb cantik...so, hati nih terpanggil utk wat perhiasan ....then butterfly yg bleh menari2 kat tgh pon aku beli kat kedai yg sama and also stationary case yg bntuk peguin tuh...tau x bape harga setiap barang tuh??? ketiga-tiganye rm 2.90....mcm xcaya lak...masa beli xpasan lgsung...balik umah tgk resit, br pasan...

yang ni plak...mouse pad...disney punyer...mouse pon pakai pad...hahaha...yg ni plak beli kat summit...masa tuh kuar lunch dgn budak2 opis...jmpa yg cute, terus rembat...harga belakang citer...

yang ni plak...buku peberet yg dibeli kat POPULAR sunway pyramid...syoknyer baca buku chicken soup nih...kalo dulu2 aku baca yg teenage soul...now, tukar angin la plak kan....couple soul la plak...hikhikhik...tp, mmg best la citer dia...harga lak rm 46.85...lps ni nk beli soul apa lak ek??? hehehe

bad or b Gud Saturday...

today...lots of things happened...early in da morning aku da bangun subuh cam biasa...but at this time, aku xsambung tido cam biasa...tp, terus masuk dapur, prepare breakfast...meehoon goreng....ok la tuh, dr xde pape nk makan sgt...ari ni masuk dapur tnpa bantuan sesiapa...coz...chef nur dh terer masak! hahaha...xde la...aku bukannyer xterer masak...bleh la masak a lil bit...but yg simple2 la,....kalo nk suh masak nasi dagang...nasi beriyani tuh...mampos la....yg tuh mmg tatau...cuma aku ni lazy sket kot...hahaha...i dun like when people ask me to do sumthing...just let me do it if i think i need to do it...btol ke aku ckp ni??? arghhh lantakler...
da siap masak, served la hidangan tuh makan sama dgn hosmetku......dh siap makan, g basuh baju lak...pastu mandi n get ready nk g servis kete kat perodua...tggu kak sikin dtg ...sbb aku nk tgglkan kete kat perodua tuh n nk g window shopping kat sunway pyramid....lgpon staf perodua tuh ckp kete tuh mayb siap dlm kol 3ptg...appointment aku kol 11.50pg...lama tuh nk tggu...so, coz dun wanna waste time...baik wat mende lain selain duk melangok tggu kete siap kan???dlm citer nih...sue pon join skali...hehehe...my new hosmet...adik lg tuh...now, i'm feel like i'm older than b4...coz sumone call me 'akak'...hahaha...it's ok...i need to realize that i'm not always young...but getting older...and older...dats wat we call...life circle...
dh smpai kat sunway pyramid...dpt parking baik punyer! btol2 dpn pintu shoping mall...dh rezeki...then 3 budak separuh masak nih masuk la ke dlm dunia org2 yg ....nk kata cmner ek...xpe la...aku paham sndiri dh ler...perjalanan diteruskan dgn menggunakan high heel...sehingga aku sakitpinggang n kaki duk berjalan byk...pastu, g cucuk duit...sbb dh nk start shoping...but b4 shopping...gi isi perut dulu....baru la get more energy 4 window shopping...rite???
mula2 skali...first destination yg dituju ialah popular bookstore...aku g cari buku idaman hati...dh jmpa baru la masuk JUSCO...ha...part dh enter JUSCO ni la yg wat aku rasa sedih nih...ntah pape la...but let me keep inside me, myself and i....i dun think i'm ready to share it with other...nk luah...tp, xterluah...huhuhuhu
then, pi la cari lingerie utk aku, kak sikin n sue skali...then tlg pilihkan hadiah utk kwn kak sikin yg baru kawin....smpaikn perodua tepon aku pon...aku xsedar...punyer la syok duk memilih barang...duk ke sana ke mari...sedar2 jam dh kol 4 ptg...x solat zuhur lagi rupanyer...cpt2 la cari surau...sib baik senang nk jmpa...tp, masuk surau tuh...terkejut giler la aku bersama sue...yaAllah apa nk jd dunia skrg...punyer la kecik surau tuh...leh sembahyang serentak hnya 3 org jek...punyer la kecik surau tuh...bilik tido aku ni lg besar bnding dgn surau tuh....yg malunyer...budak kecik yg ikut mak dia nk solat pon leh ckp...."keciknyer rumah ni ma..."word 'kecik'...budak2 pon dh pandai...dlm manusia duk sibuk2 terkejar2 kebendaan...sunway piramid punyer la besar...surau tuh cinonet jek...tu menunjukkan...manusia 'ISLAM' skrg pon dh xramai sgt la kot...sbb surau pon leh menampung 3 jemaah je dlm 1 masa...mayb kalo yg pompuan tuh pe'od kot...xpon...dh solat awal2 kat umah kot...bersangka baik la wano....
dlm 4.30 ptg...br la kitorg bergegas kuar dr sunway...tp, nk cari exit punyer la susah...kejap naik...kejap turun....huhuhu sib baik kuar gak...kalo x, mmg cukup la tawaf dlm parking sunway tuh...dh kuar dr sunway...kak sikin anto aku ke perodua amik kete...smpai sana...kna lak tggu dlm 10min...apa punyer lembab la servis...aku dh kasi masa kecederaan dh tuh...dia janji kol 3ptg siap...aku kasi masa tambahan smpai 4.30ptg pon...susah gak nk setelkan sumernyer...ishhh menambahkan tensen yg sedia ada jek
dh dpt kete...rush balik umah lak...nk solat asar n dd dtg amik nk ajak g care4 lak...sbb nk g cari baju pengapit dd kawin...aku jd pengapit?? cam xcaya jek...tp, percayalah.........hahahaha...bila la plak turn aku yer????tp, bila masuk 1st lady tuh...sumer baju aku xberkenan...xde satu pon memikat hati limpa pedal sumer nih....last2 balik tgn kosong sekonyong2 nyer...hahaha...sian dd, sori for wasting ur time....lain kali la yer...huhuhu...so, dd pon anto ler aku balik umah ....n sumer nyer back to normal....my daily routine...n now, i'm so sleepy...br je abis tgk citer a cinderella story....lizzie mcguire...so, now, turn aku lak bermimpi jd cinderella...jgn mimpi la!!!! gudnite

blog customization

Finally...the new look of my blog...

biG MisTaKes!!!

mood: sedih & tgh nangis...emosi bercampur baur *&^%#@!#%^

240108-thursday

Ari nih aku dh wat satu kesilapan yang sgt besar sampaikan aku xdpt kemaafan dr org yg berkenaan!Aku dah meyakitkan hati org dgn menipu dia hidup2...pndai gak aku berlakon...mmg leh dpt award ...and now aku dh dpt bala yg aku xkan lupa sampai bila2...sehingga org mlabelkan aku as 'perfect liar'...And aku takkan lupa... 'perfect liar'...

Aku akui mmg aku yg silap...gatal sgt nk bersekongkol dlm komplot melarikan diri...sbb terlalu tensen utk wat keje...tp, aku dh silap menipu pd org xsepatutnye...tujuan asal hanya utk suka2 dan bergurau...berakhir dgn aku terpaksa berendam air mata sbb menyesali perbuatan 'BODOH' aku tuh...bongok! xpasal2 membazir air mata kerana dia...

Pernah terlintas di hati...agak2nyer kalo org yg menipu tuh bukan aku....dan org itu adalah org yg dia admire...apa akan berlaku??? sama mcm apa aku hadapi skrg nih???? i dun think so...

Aku nih sensitif sgt ker??? Kalo aku tau bnda nih akan jadi, better aku xyah admit kesalahan aku tuh...lantak la tau sndiri...tp, bila blik dr opis td,...aku jd xsenang duduk kalo aku xmngaku...dgn rasa takut2...aku mngaku gak...with hope...aku dimaafkan...tp, lain yg jadi...

Takpe la...bnda dh jadi...nk wat cmner...aku xleh patah balik masa yg dh terkebelakang tuh...aku kna pdng depan skrg nih...n now...aku dh xmo ada kaitan lgsung dgn dia...sbb aku xnk peristiwa hari nih terlintas lg dlm pikiran masing2...better aku menjauhkan diri jek...mengundurkan diri adalah lebih baik dr bertegang urat...

Rambut sama hitam...hati lain2...masing2 ada prinsip masing2...cuma aku je tatau prinsip dia yg dia xsuka kna tipu...xpe la...hormat la prinsip tuh...sbb aku pon ada prinsip sndiri...n prinsip tuh mmg dr kecik lagi dh sebati dgn aku....so, aku akur segala caci maki apa skalipon dia nk kata...mmg terang lagi bersuluh aku yg salah!

So, ONE NUR...lps ni jgn lg pikir pasal perasaan org lain...jgn lagi nk pikir nk jaga hati org lain...better jaga perasaan sndiri dulu!!! Becoz...kalo kita jaga hati org pon...blm tentu org akan jaga hati kita...

Kepada yang ditipu...org yg menipu nih nk mohon ampun beribu2 ampun skali lagi utk yg terakhir kali...n dun wori...coz lps nih...xkn ada apa2 yg akan menyakitkan hati yg akan dtg dari diri si penipu nih! Becoz org yg menipu pon xkan ganggu org yg ditipu lg...Semoga hidup org yg ditipu akan lbh bahagia lps nih...amin....

~ Teddy Bear ~

Tonight is the night...

Mon chérie, baby

Let us light a candlelight

Voulez-vous coucher

Cause it's cozy here tonight

I heard you're wearing Calvin Klein

And I am not a fool

There must be something in the wine

Cause I think I love you

Kiss me here, and kiss me there

I wanna be your little teddybear

Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on and show me that you really care

Mon chérie, baby

I am burning for you touch

Je ne sais pas pourquoi

But i really missed you much

I've got you wearing Calvin Klein

Is this a déjà vu

There must be something in the wine

Cause I feel for you

Kiss me here, and kiss me there

I wanna be your little teddybear

Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on and show me that you really care

(spoken)Baby, I'll never let you down

Cause the first time I saw you

I was like, "wow"

So don't talk, just kiss...

Kiss me here (and there)

And kiss me there (and there)

I wanna be your little teddybear
Kiss me here, and touch me there

Come on you sexy little teddybear
Just kiss...

thinking of u...

Meeting you was fate. Becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control...Today i caught myself smiling for no reason...Then i realized, i was thinking about you!!!They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right??? If ever i made a mistake, it's not that i love you, it's thinking that someday you'll love me too...Once i dropped a tear in the ocean, the day i find it, is the day i'll stop loving you...